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Jiang Xu fell silent when he heard the words, and took another mouthful of brown sugar glutinous rice cake.

"No way." Shen Fangyu\'s expression was subtle and unbelievable, "You really don\'t want to talk about it."

After he finished speaking, Jiang Xu didn\'t say anything.

Shen Fangyu\'s fingers landed on the phone, and he tapped it intermittently. After a while, he put down the phone, drank a couple of sips of water, then let out a breath, and said to Jiang Xu: "I really like it. your."

"I know." Jiang Xu said.

"I really want to be with you too."

Jiang Xu stirred the crystal clear ice powder with a spoon, "Yeah."

Shen Fangyu let his soft nail hit him speechless, and finally couldn\'t help asking, "Jiang Xu, do you like me?"

In fact, it\'s quite embarrassing. In this case, asking such a question.

As expected, Jiang Xu didn\'t even say "um" this time.

After a long silence, Shen Fangyu sighed and asked, "Then what on earth are you thinking?"

Jiang Xu glanced at him, then looked away.

He was too anxious, Jiang Xu thought.

Shen Fangyu is now dazzled by the pile of dopamine and serotonin. They get along day and night, see each other honestly, and they have done a lot of things to touch each other, so they are prone to various impulses... and probably can be called Moments of ambiguity and heart-pounding.

These crazy hormones can make people lose their minds.

But Jiang Xu must remind himself not to lose his mind.

There was a baby in his womb that was about to be born. Before thinking about whether he really liked Shen Fangyu, the first thing he had to think about was the responsibilities and risks he had to bear when choosing to start this relationship.

He thought about it all night last night, and came to the conclusion that Shen Fangyu hadn\'t thought it through at all.

A momentary impulse is not love, and a momentary liking may not necessarily evolve into a long-lasting true love.

In fact, when he was immersed in that gentle and lingering kiss, he also thought about saying to Shen Fangyu, "Maybe... just try it."

But if you agree now, what about after that?

They are not seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys and girls, who can start a relationship instantly when they are high in hormones.

At work, they are colleagues in the office who look down and see each other. In life, there is a smile between them.

And a relationship that may fall apart at any time is undoubtedly the most unstable factor among them.

The risk of talking about this relationship is too high, and you can\'t casually say that you don\'t love one day and break up immediately.

When the hormones stop secreting, the relationship fades, or Shen Fangyu falls in love with someone else, and they break up, how should they get along?

It\'s hard not to keep in touch with each other.

On the one hand, it is impossible to resign from a job within the system, and give up years of accumulation because of a broken relationship. On the other hand, they are partners who have agreed to raise children together. When the time comes, they will break up as soon as they say, so what about Xiaoxiao?

She will be sad.

Besides, taking a step back... What if his operation fails?

He couldn\'t respond to Shen Fangyu\'s love by "trying it out". After enjoying the short-lived sweetness, he would throw the pain of love to him.

To Shen Fangyu, losing a person he admired that he didn\'t catch up with is different from losing a lover he loved deeply.

Has Shen Fangyu thought about this? Did he really think it through?

"So..." Shen Fangyu asked: "Do you think it\'s because we have a child and because we are colleagues, so we are not suitable?"

Jiang Xu did not deny it.

Shen Fangyu nodded. After a long while, he still couldn\'t help but said, "Zhong Lan also shares an office with you. Why didn\'t you think so much when you were chasing her?"

Jiang Xu\'s hand paused.

Because most normal people will choose the order of confession, kissing, and going to bed when they fall in love, to eliminate anxiety and proceed step by step.

But they are the opposite.

It\'s a different feeling when you have kids than when you don\'t.

It was also because he cared more about Shen Fangyu than Zhong Lan. If he cared more, he would inevitably have more worries.

"Any pair of couples you mentioned needs to face it. Don\'t you think you\'re thinking too much?" Shen Fangyu asked, "Or are you too sensitive because of unstable hormones during pregnancy?"

Jiang Xu lowered his eyes, wondering if it was because of the reminder of Shen Fangyu\'s words, he suddenly felt that his sacrum started to hurt again.

"Jiang Xu," Shen Fangyu said, "You have a crush on me, it\'s not like you don\'t have feelings at all, I\'m different in your heart," he asked, "Really?"

Jiang Xu said frankly, "Yes."

Shen Fangyu\'s eyes flickered, "You just don\'t want to go any further with me, and you don\'t want to take the risk of breaking up."

Jiang Xu paused for a while, the continuous pain made him restless, his words suddenly became a little angry, "Yes, so what?"

"Zhong Lan\'s girlfriend said...if she likes someone, she will want to be with him," Shen Fangyu commented, "I think she\'s right."

"So you may not like me that much now, and you don\'t believe me," he paused, trying to adjust his expression: "But it\'s okay, as long as you have a good impression, if you have a good impression... I still have room to work hard."

Jiang Xu was in so much pain that he had to hold on so as not to show any clues on his face. He was silent for a long time, and finally said to Shen Fangyu, "Let\'s all calm down."

"You think I\'m not calm?" Shen Fangyu asked.

"Will you kiss me if you calm down?"

Shen Fangyu\'s gaze paused on the surface of the boiling red oil pan. Hearing this, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he raised his eyes to meet Jiang Xu\'s gaze.

"Why don\'t you try it now?"

"I\'m cool now," he said. "I can kiss you here right now if you want."

Jiang Xu\'s heart tightened, and he subconsciously gave Shen Fangyu a look.

There wasn\'t much expression on his face, and he didn\'t know if it was sad, or he was thinking about something else, and he didn\'t have the slightest awareness that he was talking nonsense.

But what Jiang Xu didn\'t expect was that Shen Fangyu suddenly turned his face away before he could find out what happened.

And just when Jiang Xu was worried about his neck, Shen Fangyu looked back again, and retorted with a bit of doubt: "Jiang Xu, even if I calm down, I still love you."

"I won\'t regret it, and it won\'t change."

After he finished speaking, he reached for the colander again, and finally put the piece of potato that had been through vicissitudes into Jiang Xu\'s bowl.

Maybe he didn\'t realize that he just said a love story, or maybe he felt that it was too much to say, and it would be annoying if he said too much, so he changed the topic and said:

"Starting from today, I will pick you up and drop you off from get off work in the future. Don\'t pay for the night shift anymore. I will pay for you."

"It\'s useless.

"Don\'t be brave," Shen Fangyu cast a sideways glance at him, "Just treat it as if I paid the rent, okay? Otherwise, I\'ll lock you up at home tomorrow and prevent you from going to work. It just so happens that the handcuffs I bought earlier can be used again. .”

Jiang Xu laughed angrily, and just about to speak, Shen Fangyu said first, "Are you going to ask me why I don\'t want to be a prison guard again?"

Jiang Xu, who was robbed of his lines: "..."

"Stop thinking about helping me find a job every day, I don\'t want to be a prison guard," probably because the paper on the window was completely torn, and the words that should be said were completely opened up, Shen Fangyu became bolder instead, and became unrestrained , "I just want to be with you and watch you every day."

"..."

Jiang Xu felt that Shen Fangyu might not really understand what he meant.

He told Shen Fangyu to calm down, not to let him be so calm.

"Then it\'s settled?" Seeing that he didn\'t say anything, Shen Fangyu immediately made a decision.

Jiang Xu looked away, took a deep breath to suppress the pain, "It\'s up to you."

Shen Fangyu thought for a while, and then said, "By the way, did Teacher Cui tell you that this weekend is the A Medical University\'s anniversary, and she asked us to go back when we have time. It just so happens that it\'s almost time for us to go back to school."

There is an old tradition in the eight-year clinical program of A Medical University. No matter what class it is, you have to go back after graduation and claim an old tree from A Medical University in units of classes. It takes ten years to grow a tree and a hundred years to cultivate people. It is a school. A heritage that is quite important.

"said."

"Are you going?" Shen Fangyu asked.

Jiang Xu knew that according to Shen Fangyu\'s personality, he would definitely go. Many students in the class would go there, and many leaders and teachers would also attend the school celebration. This was a good opportunity for him to make contacts.

Unexpectedly, before he answered, Shen Fangyu said first: "If you don\'t go, I won\'t go."

"You can go." Jiang Xu said.

"I just said, I want to be with you, just in the same space." After Shen Fangyu finished speaking, he added, "Of course it doesn\'t count if you live in the global village, at least you have to be a little closer."

Jiang Xu paused, "Aren\'t you going abroad?"

"You know?" Shen Fangyu said unexpectedly, then realized again, "Ms. Cui told you?"

When he and Jiang Xu just had an accident, they were competing for a place to attend academic conferences in province H. Later, Jiang Xu was not in the mood for several group meetings. In addition, Director Cui brought Jiang Xu to participate in the conference last year, so Director Cui this year They called Shen Fangyu.

No one expected that because Shen Fangyu\'s team gave a wonderful report in Province H, it aroused great interest from a professor in country M. It just so happened that he planned to hold another academic salon recently, so he invited Jihua Hospital, The roll call hoped that Shen Fangyu could go over and report.

"She said you haven\'t agreed yet."

"It\'s a bit long to go, I don\'t worry about you being here alone," Shen Fangyu said, "I asked Teacher Cui if she could take you with her, and she said that the academic exchange meeting she mentioned before would take us both soon. Well, this time it\'s just a small meeting again, it\'s not that big, so there\'s no need to make too much fuss, so I\'ll just tell her I\'ll think about it again."

"How long?"

"It will take two or three days to go back and forth. There is no way to go back the same day and return the next day like I went to H province before." At that time, he was worried that Jiang Xu would be alone at home, so he took a taxi to the airport and came back after the meeting. .

Jiang Xu pursed his lips and said to him, "You go."

Shen Fangyu was silent for a while, then understood: "Are you... you don\'t really want to see me these two days."

Seeing that Jiang Xu didn\'t answer, Shen Fangyu nodded self-consciously, "Understood, then I\'ll write to Teacher Cui later saying that I\'m going to attend the meeting."

Jiang Xu actually didn\'t mean that.

He just thought that the opportunity was good and Shen Fangyu should go.

But speaking like this is not conducive to the two of them calming down.

A hot hot pot made the two of them eat colder and colder. In the end, Jiang Xu, who was in a cold sweat from the pain, turned off the fire and said to Shen Fangyu, "Go back."

But Shen Fangyu obviously didn\'t mean to be cold, he blocked Jiang Xu\'s hand to shut the fire, and said to him, "I hope that when I come back, you will like me a little more than now."